The judgement

March 4, 2012, I got stuck with homeland security office in the airport..why? I am confused but they knew... Seems they got a good reason to ask me the questions, but they didn't!!! Just checking and checking and stare at me with the questions I never never and ever want to be recall from my deepest memories!
Ok, I made mistakes and I did paid my punishment for it and until now the suffer it!!
They got a right to do whatever they want to do as I am not a citizen in US!
But all the end, it's the judgement look and said, it's all my fault so thats why I got stuck for a while... The end I had to admitted my fault in my past life to feeling I am so sorry to course them too much work to let me go.....???
That's insult with that stereo judgement upset me after I got back...,
The one hide in my deep deep deep heart emotion came out again.,,
I think, what should I care??? And am I killing the people? Am I did the dangerous issue to other at all? I knew the reasons, I am do regret I never fight with it when that happened because the moral function told me that, even you just touch on the corner but your fault is all your fault... No question just deal with it and suffer it... So I never fight, even the evidence to me it's not look good at all...
I am not a fighter, but after it? They train me to become...now I don't feel bad to people I done the mistakes but I paid my lesson, the record is there bit why should I be bother and bother?
I remember they look... Yet? I might kill my self and go to hell someday before them... I can't be a Angel, but my spirit will surf around those people who were "judgement" me...
I won't cause they bad happening in their life.. If I catch them do something bad and worst then me... I swear I won't let them get a good night sleep at all... Yet, I don't know their name, but some of I know... Wait and see...
No matter there is one God or no God ..I want to pay my life to revenge!