I am bad person

Kathy is misunderstanding me now...

yet, is her turn....now...she thought I lie...and I am big lie...

so she is give up the friendship in between...

yes..mami is gone and now she is away....

the brian tumor to them is a big lie for let them feel pity on me...it is true?

oh..it is not why I mean......

if the friendship is time to gone then just let go......

I still have had my own pride...

they think I don;t have money how can I survive till now????

Do I need report any detail of my daily to life???

I am being this life...I am depress, I still need my pride to Live....

but I am sure there is no need to live, no reason....

I do care about her....but I have too many things I need explains...but I am so tried so tried so tired..

she is give up me....that's very hurt too....

is her decision......